I love all her collaborations with TK, so I like it! I was expecting a ballad.
She also posted this on her blog. I think January is the soonest we can expect a new album, but I'm guessing it'll be a bit later. I hope she's ok.
Things were going rather smoothly until the Mask, but a few days ago I was at a complete standstill.
I decided to redo all the songs I had been working on, but something was not right.
I know why, but I can't find a way out and I can't get out.
I've been in pain and hate meeting people for the past few days. I don't want people to see how weak and insecure I am.
I have to do something about it little by little, and I feel like I'm creeping forward little by little, telling myself that it won't start if I say I don't like it.
I was forced to face the music halfway and my stiff head and body were not moving, but yesterday, after taking a sauna, working out, getting a massage, covering my head with sake, laughing with each other, and sweating surprisingly much, the things that had been in agony finally flowed out of me. I felt like all the agony was finally flowing out of me, and I think I was able to spend a little more positive time today.Today, you know. LOL.
But to be honest, I can't say that production is going smoothly. I can't keep dragging my broken heart around day in and day out, so I just have to get on with my life, but with a wound so fresh, the ups and downs are still so intense that it's hard to just snap out of it and move on as if I've forgotten everything.
But tomorrow is another photo shoot.
I have to do what I have to do, I know. I'm going to do it.
I'm going to do my best.
I'm going to concentrate all my energy on tomorrow's shooting so that I can get good results.