#3
SZA
Ctrl
Album Average
8.255
Our final statistics for Ctrl:
Highest average: 9.393 (@Solenciennes)
Lowest average: 5.821 (@A&E)
My average: 8.857
Top 5:
1. @Solenciennes - 9.393
2. @paperboyfriendd - 9.357
3. @R92 - 9.286
4. @Petty Mayonnaise - 9.036
5. @Vitamin - 9
Bottom 5:
1. @A&E - 5.821
2. @BML - 6.607
3. @KingBruno - 7.107
4. @Trouble in Paradise - 7.143
5. @kermit_the_frog - 7.286
Summary:
I’ll be the first to admit that I wasn’t rocking much with Solána before
Ctrl, besides a download of
Z, and a good amount of plays of two of its tracks “Julia”, and “Shattered Ring”. I recommend those two like no other, especially if you’d like to dip a bit into the pre-
Ctrl waters to see if anything is up your alley.
Me though, I’m gonna stick a little more purely to her debut in this write-up. SZA was born in Missouri in late 1990, before relocating to New Jersey, where she was raised. I’ll let
Wikipedia do the heaving lifting here, as in SZA’s industry come-up, many of her claims have either been debunked, proven to be lies, or just have plain been backtracked on. Maybe this is linked to her anxiety and self-doubt that she’s much more open about now? Who knows? I just am aware that she’s been involved in
plenty a mess in the past, and my biggest takeaway for it all has been to focus on the music until I know/learn more. That gives me a bit of peace.
In ways that contrast my unique investment in SZA from many of the other women here, bar perhaps Kelela as well, due to these two having
just released their debut LP's, I don’t have elaborate attachment or history with SZA or Kelela’s past, as I didn’t experience either in real time. My ability to walk you all from
then until
now is thus limited, so I’ll call on those that know more to fill in blanks as they see fit. But despite these bumps in the road, both women are here today, and their work, which is just as high-tier as the rest, stands in high esteem, at least from me. So let’s kick this off right, aight?
2012, 2013, and 2014 each brought their own EP from Solána, who officially signed with Top Dawg Entertainment (TDE) in mid-2013 - the label home of Kendrick Lamar, Isaiah Rashad, ScHoolboy Q, many of whom would later collaborate with SZA, both on their own projects, as well as on SZA’s too. During this period, SZA toured and wrote for other artists, slowly building a name for herself in circles traditionally composed of men, offering features to her peers, as well as collaboration with others, including
Felix Snow, and Rihanna, on the opener to her 2016 LP,
ANTI:
an album which served to paint Rihanna in depths previously unknown, but which also brought those three little letters in Solána’s stage name to a much wider, much more pop audience. The cumulative value of all of these opportunities was staggering: SZA gained critical praise and built hype behind both her name, but also for her long-promised album, which by late 2016 seemed to take a turn for the worse - potentially heading toward shelved status, surprisingly at the discretion (and clear frustration) of the artist herself:
Through what might be considered small miracles, though, late 2016/early 2017 unexpectedly brought snippets of “Love Galore” and performances of album tracks, before “Drew Barrymore”, its best-performing track here (and the album’s first official release), debuted at the top of year, followed just a few months later by the studio mix of “Love Galore”, with Travis Scott. This is approximately where my number of fucks steadily increased, with its lead single getting occasional plays, but also me checking out occasionally, waiting for an album release date like everyone else. Luckily for me, and for the rest of us too, we didn’t have much longer to wait.
Ctrl dropped on June 9th, 2017, after what seemed like years of waiting (
and label hard-drive intervention!), seemingly changing so much of the rest of 2017, for me, and from what I can see, so many Popjustice users as well. I won’t kill y’all with @Mr.Arroz’s
Ctrl Confessions part 857, but I
will reiterate how this album nearly ripped my heart from my chest, having me look over, analyze, and assess how my own fears, anxieties, and self-esteem have been subject to the pressures of others, but also the pressure that I’ve assumed that others have exhibited over me in my past, and even in how I experience things as I am now. The strange thing about
Ctrl is how soul-baring it is, which only furthers its ability to connect those that listen to its 14-track expanse. I can’t even begin to mention the amount of times that “Supermodel” has made me cry, even that first listen of the leak, lights out, under the covers, not ready to face another day of a new job, a new house, a new…everything. Something about the song just folded me back into myself, before allowing me to reflect on how much I had regained and kept for myself, especially since my move to the city, and experiencing a plethora of things that I wasn’t prepared for, but had to surmount regardless. I knew after that first play, and the many more that would soon follow, that
Ctrl would become a very large part of my world. And I was right.
Ctrl debuted at #3 on the Billboard 200, before ending calendar year 2017 with a gold certification,
one of only six new artists to achieve that feat in that year’s twelve months. SZA’s 2017 would then go on to continually blow the fucc up: in August, she embarked on
Ctrl the Tour, to further promote her LP (which will conclude at the end of January 2018); she got her name further out in pop circles with a corny ass Maroon 5 single that I’ve probably heard 34 seconds of; toured briefly with Bryson Tiller (who I do NOT phuck wit either); popped up on a remix of Lorde’s
"Homemade Dynamite"; and had her music feature in pivotal moments of
Insecure, one of the up-and-coming Black-led TV shows on pay TV, focusing on the life of a character who could very well sing many of the songs and themes present on
Ctrl itself. One such track featured was the non-album track, “Quicksand”, which was officially released to the show’s season two soundtrack in late 2017:
But even greater, was November 28th, 2017, when SZA garnered
five 2018 Grammy nominations:
Best New Artist
Best R&B Performance - "The Weekend"
Best R&B Song - "Supermodel"
Best Urban Contemporary Album - Ctrl
Best Rap/Sung Performance - "Love Galore"
which led to an outpouring of gratitude and humility from the artist herself:
Which dddddd, made me made emotional and gave more gravity to how I’ve been able to experience and absorb all that SZA’s offered us since her debut has dropped. As I’d earlier mentioned, it took me time to embrace the narrative of
Ctrl in conjunction with the bits and pieces of her media past, but even though I still lack what might be considered concrete “answers”… I realize now, that I don’t... really need them. Her album, the way it’s been received, but also, the way that
she herself has responded to her success, has almost explained the flip-flopping, the pressure to be seen as “cool”, to fit in, to be something - because in ways, she too has seen the worth of her being as its own being, of its own. As funny as it may sound or seem, that moment does indeed come for all of us, and SZA is a prime example in illustrating how it’s not always at 18, leaving high school, or at 21/22, leaving college; those traditional-ized moments of watershed significance. Our moments, our own self-realization, our own self-comfort, rest somewhere in the distance, ready for our vision to clear itself enough for us to fully engage its power. I think the greatest thing in watching SZA’s journey this last year has been witnessing someone come so fully into themselves, that you, as a listener, as a spectator, almost walk away feeling like that your story could mirror hers. And that’s the integral part of
Ctrl, that our relationship with “control”, and understanding/peace with it, is what will truly bring us something close to comfort in this life, as SZA explained the album title and overarching to be, in
an interview with Pitchfork.
SZA left 2017 as a winner, and has hit the ground running in 2018, starting with a contribution to the OST of
Black Panther (one of the year’s most anticipated films, featuring an all-Black cast) alongside Kendrick Lamar, who will be curating the film's soundtrack himself:
The 60th Annual Grammy Awards will air January 28th, 2018, on American channel CBS, where you can see how Solána will fare, and a deluxe edition of
Ctrl (affectionately called
Alt) is said to be on the horizon, too. In any case, I have nothing but the brightest of hopes for the coming year for SZA. Just like the other women presented here in the rate, she deserves the world and back. And more.
See you guys tomorrow.
@Mr.Arroz