Cruel Summer outlasting Soon You'll Get Better is the reason that PJ Swifties don't deserve rights.
Cruel Summer outlasting Soon You'll Get Better is the reason that PJ Swifties don't deserve rights.
So I actually wrote some of this when I was calculating my scores, and I contemplated if I wanted to hold off of it until the elimination or send it right away. I decided I would rather address it when the time came, so I could have some more time to think about it.
I usually try not to get too personal on PJ, mostly because I tend to keep my personal and online lives separate, but also because I haven't made many close connections here. Back in late 2010, my mom had a pretty bad stroke and was in the hospital for the last couple of months of the year. For the first month, we weren't even sure she was going to survive it; thankfully, she pulled through, and the second month was largely focused on the road to recovery.
The first time I heard this track, I had to turn it off because I was sobbing. It felt like Taylor had found some hidden journal of the experience I had in that hospital room with my mom that 9 years ago. The hardest part of the song for me to listen to is the middle 8, when Taylor sings “who am I supposed to talk to/what am I supposed to do/if there’s no you?”; my mom was my confidant, the person I could go to no matter what, and even when things seemed like they were never going to improve, she was there to help me come back down to earth and feel better. I felt so selfish for thinking about myself, but at the same time all I could think about was that my main support system was in danger of slipping away forever. I found myself, a stark agnostic, praying to God to do everything in His power to keep her around.
To this day, I look back on that experience as the turning point in my adult life. It was the moment when I finally grew up, and realized that my parents weren't always going to be there to cushion my fall. Taylor says in the song "this won't go back to normal, if it ever was"; my life would never be the same, and it's largely shaped my world view as an adult ever since. I know Taylor really had a tough time deciding to put this song on the record, but I'm eternally grateful that she did.
LOWEST SCORE: 1 x 1 (@Ana Raquel)
@Ana Raquel I hope you choke on some really hot coffee.
This narrative has been exhausting since page 1.Y'all really underscored everything on the album because of your own personal dislike and the rollout itself?
i'm glad i don't drink coffee@Ana Raquel I hope you choke on some really hot coffee.
@Ana Raquel always doing yeoman's work for those of us that prefer the bops.
This narrative has been exhausting since page 1.