Of course, his coworker, who is also in his class, told me he had been sick for two weeks already. And he didn't communicate, though I texted him in the morning about it, and he did not respond. At least he picked up the phone when I called him to double-check, and he told me he was sick and stuff. But he still went to school because otherwise his attendance would be too low, and he would fail. These 19-year-old flops, why do I do this?Also going to get dinner with the gym trainer crush tomorrow! ~ Can't believe I'm so random
It went well! I got to spend nearly 24 hours with him and it was a great escape from the hell that is my reality at the moment. It's funny how much of a difference a month makes--Christmas 2024 was one of the worst days of my life but 25 January 2025 was one of the happiest in a long time. Seeing him again Friday!I get to see the person I'm kinda seeing again tomorrow! Was even told I can crash at his if I want to. I'm so excited aaaaaaaah
We're talking, drinking, and suddenly making out.
Haha no he left after one drink at the bar.Nn i've been thinking about this since you posted. Did you do this while still on the date with the other guy? Did I read it incorrectly agjalgkag
Haha no left after one drink at the bar.
A handsome, American (!) guy has been in the past few weekends and each time he’s struck up conversation with me, the other day he said he liked my suggestion from a previous chat (Cuckoo with Hunter Schafer) and then this time bought Close, which he said he wanted to watch with someone, but my annoying colleague distracted me and I didn’t get to finish where that could’ve gone……I’m very much in my ‘this is my year’ season so when he’s next in I might ask him out eek.
One thing I’ve noticed a lot recently is people using lovebombing as a way to get you into bed before they ghost you. Saying things like “oh, this is going so well I wouldn’t normally have sex with someone the first time I meet them if it’s going so well, you seem so perfect for me” etc etc. I’ve stopped taking anything like that at face value.Starting to realise a quite major flaw in dating is that every romantic gesture that possibly exists is just lovebombing or some similar form of manipulation and humans are just sort of inherently deceptive and evil and the only ethical way to deal with that information is to just all fucking kill ourselves
Starting to realise a quite major flaw in dating is that every romantic gesture that possibly exists is just lovebombing or some similar form of manipulation and humans are just sort of inherently deceptive and evil and the only ethical way to deal with that information is to just all fucking kill ourselves
Two wolves live inside of me.It's certainly a thing to be mindful of but I don't think pathologizing every affectionate gesture as love bombing with an ulterior motive is healthy ddd
Flowers are nice! Some actual old school romance has done wonders for me and my partner actually feeling confident and comfortable, especially early on. Even keeping proper photographs rather than just 100% digital.
The irony poisoning sometimes just leads to that energy of everyone being so aloof they never let anyone in and people hurting others because its easier to hurt than to be the one hurt.
Its rough out there.
Is it psychological abuse to ask the girl I like if she'd like to watch Heart Eyes with me on Valentine's Day? I love Dr. Ramani Durvasula. I think she's a really interesting artist.