I’ve been seeing a PT for a while. He runs stuff from his house which makes it easier for me but tomorrow I’m finally going back to the gym with him so he can take me into the weights area that I’ve been scared of for so long. I’m...weirdly excited because I’m hoping that actually setting foot in my gym again will trigger that want to go again. For some reason, my anxiety just won’t let me near but going with someone to start with is gonna be a huge help. Since starting with my PT too, we’ve become really good friends and I’ve noticed that while I’m not necessarily losing weight, I’m gaining muscle and I’m actually a bit happier with my body even though I’m a little thicc-er than I was. Like, I can feel muscle where there didn’t use to be. Now, if I can just cross the threshold into the gym too, who knows how much I’ll love my body by the end of the year!