Janet has been one of my absolute favorites since I was 12(!) years old. I remember begging my dad to get the 2-CD Number Ones/The Best compilation in 2009 after becoming obsessed with the Make Me video through my first solo explorations of Youtube. He finally caved and ordered it online. When I tell you I was in agony waiting for it to be delivered that week. I will never forget coming home from school, opening the package and putting the CD into our family stereo. Little did I know about the sheer impact of what I was about to hear would have on me when What Have You Done for Me Lately started playing. I have never looked back since then. Her music has been a source of inspiration, comfort and strength for a majority of my life now, a secret oasis in a world that can often be so discouraging.
Discovering The Velvet Rope as a teenager struggling with depression and anxiety was life changing, although it took until my adult life to properly start untangling the themes she's covering throughout the record, a journey that is still ongoing. As I'm sure many of you on here knows, healing is rarely linear. Beyond the personal, I also got my first taste of the societal through Janet's music, and how these perceived binaries constantly intersect in our day-to-day existence. Listening to songs like Rhythm Nation and New Agenda was eye-opening for a kid growing up in a small, very white town that never mentioned, let alone acknowledged, injustices in any form, be it locally or globally. She has soundtracked some of my highest highs and lowest lows and I am forever in awe of all her art has given to me and countless others. I would 100 percent not be the same person I am today were it not for that faithful afternoon I cranked up her greatest hits in our living room after school.