"There’s a scene in Sweet Melody I’m not in, because that’s when I had a panic attack and broke down. I was like,"I just want to go home." I was sobbing in the dressing room. Someone really close to me said, "This has got to stop. You can’t keep doing this to yourself. You’re going to end up where you were before." She's probably talking about the scene where all the girls morph. I always wondered why she was the only one not morphing into one of the girls and now, it's probably because she was insecure about her morphing as her or the reverse and felt judgements and insecurities coming.