As I stated Feist's short biography, she got her start in music all the way back in 1991 when she founded the punk band Placebo. For those unfamiliar with Feist's early days, imagining Feist as a punk rocker might be a difficult thing to do but the reality is that the two fit like a glove. There doesn't seem to be a lot of information out there about her Placebo days but she was forced to go on vocal rest in 1995 after blowing her voice out. Talk about dedication! You'd never be able to tell from her solo work that she suffered vocal cord damage because of her voice sounding so pristine and beautiful. Now, while there isn't a lot of information about Placebo available, we do have access to (at least some of?) the music the band put out thanks to a Youtuber who decided to share it.
The first work we have appears to be an EP titled Tiny Gugler, which was released in 1994. That would make this release from the time prior to her vocal damage. Here's the cover art.
The EP consists of four songs:
Bicycle Safety,
Bobib,
Spike, and
One More. If you still think I'm kidding about Feist being a punk rocker, just take a listen to these four songs. They all go hard, mixing elements of punk with hard rock and some grunge thrown in for good measure. The reason I told
@JamesJupiter,
@enjoy,
@LE0Night, (
@soratami and
@Trouble in Paradise might want to check this out, too) and others to keep an eye out for this post is that Feist sounds remarkably similar to PJ Harvey at different points on this EP. Actually, she sounds so much like PJ on a lot of the material she recorded with Placebo that it's kind of creepy. Now I love PJ with all my heart so don't take that as a dig at Feist, I just find PJ's voice to be so singular and unique that it's weird to come across someone who can mimic it so accurately.
With its roaring guitar intro and Feist unleashing a voice so uncharacteristically wild and pained, it Bicycle Safety sounds like something off of Rid of Me. Feist's voice is a tiny bit more restrained on Bobib but the instrumentation is more fleshed out as the unrelenting distorted guitar is joined by flourishes of hard-hitting drums. It feels like a fusion of Dry and Rid of Me. The EP's title track starts off simpler than the preceding songs with the eerie sound of distortion kicking off the track before the drums and guitar begin their quiet and understated takeover of the track. After Feist comes in, the volume is turned way up and she almost seems to battle with the instruments at times to see who can be louder. Then the instrumentation lets up a bit to let Feist take control and from there on the track oscillates between these two stages. It's an interesting use of the soft/quiet vs hard/loud dynamic PJ incorporated into her early music which she credits to borrowing from The Pixies, as many artists at the time did. One More closes off the EP by doing exactly what its title suggests and presenting another hard-hitting rock number. The soft/loud dynamic is used in its most stark incarnation on this track as it shifts moments of forceful shouting along to the instrumentation from Feist to Feist dropping out entirely to let the instrumentation cool down and breathe a bit to the wild Feist and the thunderous instrumentation making a bold and sudden return. Listening to these songs and how feral and unkempt Feist's voice is at times, it's not hard to see how she ended up blowing her voice out.
The next bit of music we have is another EP called Sailor Boy, which was released in 1996 aka after Feist's break. Here's the cover.
The EP consists of two tracks,
Sailor Boy and
Poet on the Roof. When one listens to Sailor Boy, it's clear that the band refined their sound since their Tiny Gugler days it still goes just as hard. It's just less garage-like in terms of the audio quality. The instrumentation is still very propulsive but with less distortion and while Feist's voice still soars, her performance isn't as unhinged as it was before. Maybe that's due to her learning to take better care of her voice? The tempo goes down for Poet on the Roof....at least until we get close to the minute mark where the song kicks into high gear a bit. The rest of the song sees both the instrumentation and Feist's voice jump from quiet and loud but she seems to belt more than she does yell. The final minute is packed full of unrelenting guitar and vocals that feel as if they are launching commands at the listener. Leslie doesn't sound all that much like PJ on this EP and she even sounds a bit more like her "usual" self for some brief moments, at least to my ears.
The final release from Placebo we have access to is what I'll call an album (even though it technically falls under the EP category) called Don't Drink The Bathwater, which was released in 1996. This is the last Placebo work that we have access to and what also seems to be their last release in general as Feist would move from Calgary to Toronto that same year. That same year she was asked by Noah Mintz of hHead to play bass in his solo project Noah's Arkweld. She played the bass guitar in Noah's Arkweld for a year despite never having played bass before. In 1998, she became the rhythm guitarist for the band By Divine Right and toured with them throughout 1998, 1999, and 2000. She also played guitar for some live performances by Bodega, but was never an official member of the band. She also filled out the final year of the decade by beginning her friendship with Peaches and kicking off the first of their many collaborations but we'll touch on those in a future post.
Here's the cover of the album:
The album houses the songs
Anchor Arch,
Back Down The Same Way,
Pale Pink Tiger,
Lazy Review Guy,
Keen Nose,
Double Run, and
Untitled. When one plays Anchor Arch, it's clear to see how much more the band refined their sound even from Sailor Boy which was released in the same year. The guitar is as boisterous and pounding as it was before, but it feels like we hear more of a range in terms of its sound instead of just sudden shifts from loud to quiet. Feist's feel the most restrained here but then the second half kicks in and she's wailing her heart out once more. Now when it comes to Back Down The Same Way, this is one of the tracks where I think Feist sounds the most like PJ. Maybe it's just the fact that she says "tie yourself" which reminds me of Rid of Me, the song. The song also takes the wailing vocals from the second half of Anchor Arch and fills most of the track and emphasizes just how powerful Feist's voice is. Pale Pink Tiger changes things up by opening with the sound of turning pages and following it up with a more spoken-word deliver from Feist before it shifts into a riot anthem and then back to a spoken word recitation etc... It's almost like an interlude and a less insane cousin to PJ's song Taut. Lazy Review Guy takes the humor of its title and emphasizes it by opening with a news reporter/radio ad-esque clip before giving way to some subtle guitar and drums which slowly build to their familiar blaring and thrashing as Feist's voice slips in and joins in on the escalating rise in tempo and volume before settling on a comfortable middle stage. Feist's delivery reminds me of Gwen Stefani at times thanks to inflections and vocal quirks that Feist utilizes on the track.
Keen Nose opens with more of a focus on steady drum work with the guitars relegated to the background before Feist's voice kicks in and takes over. Her performance is initially a lot calmer than we have seen on the other tracks which suits the slightly eerie instrumentation very well. Then you might have come to expect at this point, everything kicks into high gear and Feist lets the beast out with some more belting and chanting. Double Run has more of a swinging sound to it mixed with some striking guitar shredding and subtle but welcome drum flourishes. It's a lot more instrumentally-centered than the tracks before it and yet despite that, it's one of the only songs we have a live performance of.
There's also this live rendition of Lazy Review Guy for those interested.
As well as this performance of
Back Down The Same Road from the same event but it doesn't seem to work for me so I will just link it to the title for anyone who wants to see if it works for them.
The final track from the album, Untitled, is the most experimental of the lot. There is a heavy amount of distortion on Feist's vocals and it sounds like she was either far from the mic or recorded the song underwater. Meanwhile, the instrumentation sounds normal so maybe this stark contrast was completely intentional. Her voice eventually drops out of the song all together as the instrumentation gets more loud and unruly. I saw someone say that it features animal sounds which would make sense given the cover art but I don't hear it.
Phew....that ended up being a lot longer than I expected dddddd. Let me go ahead and save the rest of her punk-leaning behavior for the Peaches post. Anyway, the reason why I said in the teaser for this write-up that Feist has never lost her punk side is that she has always been someone who does what she wants and makes the kind of music she wants to make. While her solo material as a whole is not as boisterous as her Placebo days, it seems that with time Feist has let her rocker side out more and more as evidenced by Pleasure and to a certain extent Metals. One thing that ties her Placebo days to her solo material is the fact that when Pleasure (the song) came out, many people said it sounded like a PJ Harvey number which, as you can see above, was also true of her music back in the day. It's clear that Feist continued to refine her sound as she progressed through her career but that ~feisty~ spirit from her early days has never really gone away, it just took on a more chameleon-like and refined nature with time. Essentially, it became more distinctly "Feist" than it was before.