I am not. I only actually got thinking about proper teaching once I started working as a language assistant, hence why I could do the training with them and get the qualification. The thing is that it's the colleagues from other departments that want me to stay. My department basically looks the other way when it comes about me. Even when one of the Spanish teachers retired last year, nobody even suggested me (might have been because the previous chief wasn't even keen of me). I don't know. I love my school and I love teaching these boys, but I just don't feel appreciated for the job that I do and makes me feel insecure as to whether I'd be a good teacher in the first place. Oh, well.