I'm still struggling to find something remote and it's really depressing for my anxiety, the pressure is horrendous, I think the problem is outside of producing music I don't really have a passion.
I did everything in studying aimed at Music Production, then got an AAT in accounting in case it never worked out. Couldn't get established in either field and had a few admin jobs then like 3 years in a dreadful homophobic warehouse so just rooted my whole life up at 24 and moved to Spain to teach English while I figured it out, but never did as I loved living there until covid took a toll on my mental health dd.
Still, pretty much did that until last summer but was always an uphill battle with money, and I couldn't ever stay on track with my BPD, I would go back and teach again at this point but have no savings dd.
I just feel an immense sense of damn I really messed up my twenties and no idea what to do next.